I’m getting bored again. I’m digging myself another rut. My body is sore and tired. I can feel the weights pressing down on me. I’m not worried that this feeling will last, but that doesn’t really matter since it hasn’t passed yet. The sky is blue, the air is warm, I won my race, and love is in the air, but I stay in bed 3 extra hours because I’m bored.

How to stand up to the issues that plague humanity and return to basics?
It is possible? Has there ever been a humanity without issues? Has there ever even been one human without issues? Why do expect things to get better? How come we try and avoid the apocalypse? It’s always been coming, always been just around the corner, and always been the end of human suffering (or just the beginning depending on how you see things).
Why do I stop myself from living a hedonistic lifestyle? Why don’t I rape any pretty little thing that comes my way? Why don’t I shit on my friends and family, and steal from the poor? I mean why not? None of that shit will matter in a just a little while anyway.
Do I try and life a morally upstanding and ‘good’ life so that I can condescend over the masses? Is it because I like to feel better than everybody else around me? Maybe, maybe not. I get satisfaction out of being good…sometimes. But you know all that shit about nice guys finish last, and no good dead goes unpunished, so why put up with it all? Maybe in order to truely live good, we have to be bad, abandon morals, do drugs and steal from women and children. I mean morality hasn’t gotten us anywhere yet, so why not try a different approach?
Who wins in a fight between God and the Devil? Neither have won yet, so I’m not going to stake my life on either one until it’s conclusively decided. I’m going to win by playing God and the Devil against eachother, once they’re busy fighting eachother I can come in and seize power. Then I’ll relinquish the power when it feels right to save my soul.
I’m sure everyone remembers Bart Simpson who made us all realize that we can all get into heaven even after a life of sin as long as we redeem ourselves before we die. Maybe, maybe not.

I’m sick of it. It’s not really doing anything for me. The word ‘revolution’ is not on anyone’s lips anymore. Why? because you can get your favorite tv show on dvd? Bravo, now you’re fulfilled. Stop being satisfied, start being dissatisfied. The current system is outdated, barbaric, cruel, inhuman. Love thy brother, hate begets hate, evil begets evil. Our problems started with order, not disorder, and humanity is not yet created. Let’s not forget the real purpose of life, that purpose is change. The status quo is terrible, we live in obscene times, we warship war. We think hate is good, hate will bring us peace, well it wont. We are sick, we are immature, let’s get it together people. It’s time for a new system, and, despite that I’m being monitored by the NSA, the word ‘revolution’ is on my lips. Fuck the establishment, having a vote between slave masters, doesn’t eliminate the system of masters and slaves.

We have to be blatant, I’m done dancing around the subject.
My name is Andrew