Do you feel responsibility?
Does it weigh you down?
Do you avoid it at all costs?
Don’t, because it will save you.
Responsibility is like food; the worst it tastes, the better it is for you. As I take on more activities and commit my self to more organizations, I feel myself maturing. At first it is scary and unpleasant for someone about to leave his teens, but in the end accomplishing a task feels good, and so does taking care of yourself. I enjoy stagnating on a couch twisting blunts all day just as much as I dislike doing a problem set and going for a run, but in the end the past stays int he past and only exists in your memories. In retrospect I prefer doing my work and working out a hell of a lot more that I do numbing my brain with mindless activities.